I’m with the dirty mouth girls. The ones with bare feet, brilliant minds, messy hair, wild hearts and feisty spirits. The ones who aren’t afraid to speak up and who live for doing what they’ve been told is impossible.
-Brooke Hampton
I’d say the last 2 years was nothing
short of this.
Or maybe forget the 2 years
The wild is just a part of my nature…
but I always welcome impossible.
Always have.
No matter the circumstances…
If it comforts my curiosity…
Why not take the chance?
The worst that could happen is I fall
Like really fall.
I’ve always been afraid of that.
There’s definitely a part of me that
still is.
Who will catch me?
What if I can’t get back up?
There has always been too much
risk involved.
So I play my role
I act the part of the undefeatable
I don’t lose composure and then
I start to believe that I am a
MF BOSS.
With that little white lie all tangled
up somewhere between reality and
my imagination.
I’m searching for the truth,
while healing from those little dark
pieces of my wild heart along the
way.
But I did fall.
I didn’t just fall
but I let go completely.
Lost absolutely everything
that I knew to be true
I lost myself,
my life,
my dreams,
friends,
and Family.
Every time “I lost”
it was devastating
but maybe you never knew.
The piece I was missing the entire
time is what I was
CREATING.
I learned that through destruction
and loss emerges the empty space.
My saving grace.
“Everybody pays attention to the things in space, but who pays attention to space itself?”
-Eckhart Tolle
I unintentionally learned
how to let go and
honor the “space” of creation.
Loss was my bittersweet angel
walking through it all with me the
entire time.
Loss was the only one
that was going to ALLOW me to fall
and
kiss my cheek when I did.
I finally learned
What a beautiful gift that is.
So YES,
I’m with the dirty mouth girls.
The ones with bare feet, brilliant minds, messy hair, wild hearts and feisty spirits. The ones who aren’t afraid to speak up and who live for doing what they’ve been told is impossible.
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